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Bakit may mga tao ngayon na hindi pinapahalagahan ang mga tatay nila? I mean, yeah sometimes they can be a pain in the ass but, I’m pretty sure you’ll miss them like hell if they’d be gone (which I hope not). Ewan ko, this weather seems to remind me those days. November, Sunday, cloudy. Perfect time for a family. I miss him so much. How he eats skyflakes. How we steal his sprite light in cans because he’s not allowed to drink beers and liquors anymore.

I just realized na I’m envious about those people around me. They have their dads beside them but they’re just pushing them away. Last night, I was searching for my friend’s lover in his phonebook and texted an unregistered number at the log since he said that he doesn’t save her number  ’cause he’d it memorized. But, as soon as he knew, he told me that it was his father’s. To prove that, he even called him. Talked to him like normal, irritated, people would. And he said some quite offensive words. When the talk is over, I asked him, what’re those words for, what did his father say? He said that his dad told him that he loves him.

And I was like, at the most bottom end, face flat on the ground, see-saw. I wish I still had my dad saying that to me. But, I guess I can’t understand why does he feel that way since his parents are separated.

Sobrang nakakainggit lang kayo, sana alam niyo. :(