can make your life better

lahat ng tao may problema, pero hindi lahat ng tao nakakaya ang problema. madali lang sabihin na, God wouldn’t give you obstacles that you can’t go through. iba kasi pag family. as in the family itself. your relationship with one another. the way how you treat one another. the way “other” people get into it and acts like they belong, acts like they don’t do any damage.

pwede naman kasing lumabas sa usapan, diba? it doesn’t mean that if you’re staying in this house, you belong already. no. you never belong and you will never belong. people change. that’s given. pero ang masaklap is the way they change does not fit their age. kung kelan, ganito, kelan naging ganyan. seriously?

like i said on my twitter, i wrote “family” as one of my weaknesses and not as one of my strengths. how can a sad/disgusting family be one of your strengths. most of the time it’s fair happy. i mean if you’d base it on color it’s yellow. fair happy. not green. but there are moments when it goes blood red. those are the moments when i want a stable job already so i can move out.

but what bothers me is that i’ll leave my little sister alone with these monsters. seryoso. these people don’t know how to talk properly. how to weigh things. how to know what’s and what’s not to be said and done. fuck it.