too personal to read [intense]
i know you’re all sick of reading my posts. rants about my family. actually, it’s just my mother.
yeah i know you should love your mom at all times because of this.. because of that.. but there are certain instances that you’ll hate them. i know i hate her. i can’t stand her attitude. palibhasa kasi, kung sino-sino nang nakakasama. kaya ako, i don’t judge people on what they are. i judge them on what they do. kahit sabihin mong nagseserve ka pa sa simbahan, it’s not your ID to say that you’re kind.
kaya ayokong magsimba eh. can you blame me? i hate talking to people who pretends nice. it makes me sick. who knows what can I do if i can’t stand those bastards anymore.
ngayon, ayaw akong suportahan ng nanay ko. kesya daw ganito, kesya daw ganon. ayaw nga akong bilhan ng phone eh. even though i said na ako na magbabayad. or i-awas niya nalang sa baon ko. ayaw niya parin. so, ano ko. paano na ako. nagaaral ako sa manila, ma. reality check. umuuwi ako ng las pinas. buti sana kung diyan lang ako sa times nagaaral eh. or buti sana kung sa seton parin ako pero hindi. manila yon. a 3-hour transpo back and forth is a long time for things to happen.
sana nga ma-stranded ako, or mawala, or ma-aksidente.
or mamamatay. ayoko na kasi ng ganitong buhay.
it’s not worth-living. seryoso. kung kayo nasa kalagayan ko.
t0 be c0ntinued.. (not done yet, i’ll be back lol)
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